Tuesday, August 23, 2016
My New Normal Day 3. Masters Degree, Check!
It took a year longer than the program normally takes but as of today, I HAVE MY MASTERS DEGREE!!!! My degree was awarded today!! That was an exciting email to read! Lol! I have to admit that as it sank in I got more than a little emotional thinking about it.
I started the program less than a year out of chemo. Not the easiest thing to do! Talk about discovering a new normal! I wanted to put everything behind me and forget and that lasted maybe a month before I exhausted myself to the point of being incredibly sick for weeks!
I had to completely readjust my schedule, my study habits, my perspective! Instead of a one year program, I had to take two years and frustratingly watched all my other classmates I started with finish and move on before me! I honestly started to wonder if it was going to ever be over and successful! I could no longer just push through when I got tired and had to accept a lot of changes.
Those readjustments of perspective and changes are still going on. At the end of a day of work I don't do much but go home. I save many things for the weekend. And I do still rest a lot more than life pre-cancer.
But despite all that, today I'm celebrating (and will continue to do so this weekend) an accomplishment that three years ago right now never crossed my chemo pickled brain as even remotely possible!! Now it's not just possible, it's a reality. It's a part of my life and I can close my eyes and breath a sigh of relief and joy!!!
I can't believe I did it! I actually did it!!